Lol just realised I turned 24 last week but profile says that I’m still 22 xD oh dear!!! How can even change it on mobile?!
All aboard the yolotrain, 22 forever!!!
do you ever drop something and instead of picking it back up you just stare at it on the ground and think about what a failure you are
I hate when I do this and then someone else picks it up and I’m just like no wait I was going to get it eventually you didn’t have to do that
Like so. If I wasn’t on my phone this would be a read more so skip or don’t idc this is your warning though.
So like. I don’t even know how I feel anymore. I can’t feel anything. I’m just so fucking upset or depressed or something and it’s been weeks and I don’t know the cause or what to do or how to fix it.
I hate my job so much. But really for what it is, like. It’s easy money I suppose hey like I mean. It’s the exact hours I want in the day and 35 a week is letting me pay my rent and debt and pretty much so what I want.
But it makes me so. Fucking. Miserable. I legit feel like I did when I was 12, aka when I had my emo phase or whatever. I legit just want to cut myself and bleed and see if it helps. Every single time I get in the car I’m fully aware of how easy it would be to crash it… Into a wall, just off road… Like. Not even to die but just to sustain a big enough injury to not have to go to work but still get paid or whatever. Or maybe I do want to die. I don’t even think I have bad depression right now, I know I just have to get out of this. But how? How do people worse than me survive when all I want to do is give up? It takes so much strength I guess, I don’t know.
I legit just don’t understand. I want to be anywhere but here. Forever. I’m tired of being picked on or treated like shit for being who I am and standing up for what I believe in. Etc etc blah blah blah
Too much emo now. Need to sleep because work. I mean it’s fine, I don’t need my soul anyway.
It’s okay to wear lots of make up, just like it’s okay to wear none at all.
It’s okay to shave your legs, and it’s okay to let your body hair grow out as well.
It’s okay to cut and color your hair, just like it’s okay to leave it natural.
It’s okay to wear short skirts and tube tops, and it’s okay to wear pants and a sweater.
Do what makes you feel comfortable, not what society or others expect of you.
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